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I will hold your hand

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  I am grateful for this life.   Even though it started in a bad way, even though I had years of heartbreak, of hardships, of disappointment I got to where I am today.    Today I truly know what it feels to be loved, to look at someone that will always love you no matter what because they are part of you, part of your soul, of your flesh.   Your heart is my heart.   Your pain is my pain.   Yor happiness is my happiness.     I live with my heart on my hands scared of what tomorrow will bring, scared that one day you'll dissappear, of the challenges you'll face.   If only I could shield you from that, from pain, from sadness, but I can only guide you.   So I hold your hand has I did since the day you were born, and I will hold your hand till the day I die or even afterwards.   Because my darling I will never leave you alone even in death I will be there holding your hand. I love you

One big step into a life together

  Life together with someone else can be challeging Even so the freedom you acomplish doing so is very fulfillin.. Having your own space is good but the part when you work yourself to death to have an assured future can be exausthing . Sharing your life with another person , the good, the bad all things we always wanted since we we're little . But no one tells you about the lonely times, when you're  alone and have no one to turn to , to me that is just another day but now is more than that it's terrifying the space that grows between you and the ones you love. And time goes by and haven't enjoyed it because you haven't got time for yourself or for your loved ones . Time flees away from you faster and faster...

How much I love you

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Do you even know how much I love you... I love you so much that my heart hurts,  because it's too much to bare. So much so that every time I look at you I think you're the most beautiful person in the world. I feel as if you were a part a me,  the other half of my soul. I love the way you love me. The fact we belong together, I love the way you make me feel.

Every night

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  Sometimes I think how stupid it is to miss someone you've spent all day with, but every night before I sleep, I miss you.   I miss the warmth of your body, your arms around me, your breath on my neck. All this and the things I love about you every single detail of your face, your lips, your eyes...   How is possible that even when my heart is wounded you can still make me tremble when your face comes near me.   God how I miss England and being alone with you, how I miss having you for myself, so now I admit with you I can be selfish, because I want all of you every day and all the time, its an addiction, an hunger that will never be satisfied...

Always my darling

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Today, again tomorrow and every day This moment, my heart. He skips a beat did you know? Sometimes I cry in the middle of my sleep, It doens't mean I'm sad because people cry when they're happy too. You my darling made me hope. Sometimes I can't believe it myself, it feels like I'm still sleeping and I'm afraid to wake up so I close my eyes real thight and the tears keep flooding them. So thank you for loving me For protecting me and more importantly For being your lovely self.

Droga

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Eu quero mais e mais... Cada toque, cada sussurro Tudo em ti me enlouquece, me excita. Eu quero mais e mais... Quero a tua carne o teu ser Tudo em ti me vicia, me domina. Eu quero mais e mais... Quero a tua alma, a essência do teu ser Consumir te até não restar nada. Eu quero mais e mais... Perder me nas palavras selvagens Eu quero ouvir a tua voz .

Forever grateful to you

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My dear, my darling. Every day there's this cloud I try to push away. I try to forget about the day I'll say goodbye to you and how I wish you would come with me, but that's a decision you would have to make. I have no choice and no future here so I need to find hapiness. You are a big part of that happiness, so thank you for everything and for being my rock. I dont wanna say goodbye. I love you.